I am now in a situation when paranoia is getting at me once again. I am disturbed, so badly. I am also sick. This was not a good day for me. Well at the very least, I know I did something right.
I am so easy to hate. I get that. But I do not really need to be fakingly nice to everyone. I think I need to pull myself together because I do not want to lose things that cureently matters. I just hope I could sleep away this paranoia.